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JASMINE THERESE
"I only love simplicity. I have a horror of pretence."
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008 Having spent the last many laborious hours working on the Literature term paper, I've decided to take some time off from it to blog a little. Like how penning poems is therapeutic to Plath.. okay, enough. I had my last training with Yilong today 'cos Min is back already. Had a couple of minutes of private training with him after the others were dismissed, but I made lots of stupid mistakes. It got to me after a while, and Yilong was getting rather impatient so we called it a day after I managed to do the minimum. He spoke to me about some stuff and suddenly tears just welled in my eyes when he told me to be calm and not to take FSC too seriously this Saturday. It wasn't because I screwed training up, but more like how he was spot on about me feeling terribly anxious about FSC. Well he just told me be strong; to fight back the tears. But I couldn't contain it just as I told him I don't want to let Min down. He said a lot of comforting stuff after that but I honestly remember nothing.. only that he held his hand out to take mine and told me to just have fun, with his ever affirming smile. I realised that I had been trying to suppress my anxieties for the last few days and it drove me nuts. So I'm gonna give myself the whole of tomorrow to worry, to cry, to stress over FSC. Especially after checking the competitors' list. It seems like all the senior national fencers are taking part, with a lot more from elsewhere. But only for tomorrow. From Friday I shall be calm.. And just have fun.
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